Sunday, February 20, 2005

February 20th

Today bought a new hp , samsung E310C , flip phone with camera and soud recorder + video , high color resolution , exteneded plan $248.At least better than my old one , the keypad cant press one.zz.......Came home after buying hp , then slack around then go help my bro in his maple story , cause he helped me download the tong hua ringtone..then i saw her online i go message her , her first reply very cold already , but i try to lighten up the atmosphere , and change subject but she give me some replies which made me further confirm that she was in a bad mood..Additional there were also some comments she made in her reply which made me shocked for few seconds , alot of thoughts just going into my mind that i cant figure what i was thinking , thinking about the first day i knew her ,everything from the begining to the end, i closed my eyes and asked myself "issit really over..?"....Maybe its really fate , no matter how much efforts i put in something call "love" , it will always leave me crying with a shattered heart , i wanted to tell her i don care she is good or not i dont even mind her qualities..but given the current mood and situation ,adding on to the replies , i didnt reply back , although i really want to tell her i wil not give up...no mood type le , good night........


__x[[ i'll *waitt* forr youu`x ]]x__

Alone for awhile , I ve been searching through the dark
For traces of the love you left , inside my lonely heart
To weave what I am picking up , the pieces that remains
Melodies of life , love lost refrain

Our path they did crossed , though I cannot say just why
We met we laugh ,we held on fast , and then we said goodbye
And who'd heard the echoes of stories never told?
Let them ring out loud till they unfold

In my dearest memories,
I see you reaching out to me
Though we'are gone , I still believe that you can call

Out my name....


A voice from the past , joining yours and mine
Adding up the layers of harmony.
And so it goes on and on
Melodies of life , to the sky beyond the flying birds
Forever and beyond....

So far and away, see the birds as it flies by
Gliding through the shadows of the clouds up in the sky
I've left my memories and dreams upon those wings
Leave them now and see what tomorrow brings.

In your dearest memories
Do you remember loving me?
Was it fate,
That brought us close and now leave , me behind?


Forever and if I should leave , this lonely world behind
Your voice will still remember our melodies
Now I know will carry on
Melodies of life , come circle round and grow deep in our hearts,
As long as we remember......

]]_about*me_[[
Namee-
*Justin*
AgE-
*17*
sCho0l-
*Undisclosed*
e mail-
*Justintoh2002@hotmail.com*
friendster-
*Justintoh2002@hotmail.com*


__XhobbiesX__-
*MMOG Online games , RPG reading.*
__xDislikesx__-
*Traitors*




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-[Darius]






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