Thinking Of You....

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

February 16th 2.59pm

Just come home from sch ,my classmates all went for the leadership camp except me and some friends.Felt so left out then the principal asked us to sit in detention room study until sch end at 1.55pm.I dont mind because the room is very cooling and quiet , NOT to mention..boring. Haiz , there is this girl whom i like , but i dont know her long enough to actually express such feelings..Duno why everyday keep thinking of her.I have alot of mixed feelings inside me , just dunno how to say it out , i really like her but i on the other side i feel so bad and selfish ,because she got dear already but i am like interfering into them haiz..Everytime i try to find true love is so hard , maybe im still too young ,or true love dosent exsist..Everything i can do i done , anything i can sacrifice , i sacrifices , but in the end only get me heartbroken..Its not like i care about the looks or temper , all i care is the sincereity and able to cherish what is love , but for me is very harrd to find..Sometime i scold myself , "i so ugly and dumb , people see already want to puke , still talk about stead , can go to hell la." Yar , but thats the fact .,haiz..i still got the face to go like her...but i just like her , also cannot help de..What she want i give her , if i can give i give ,if cannot i still try , i don want to force her to accept me , but everytime i tried to ask her got what problem she dont want tell me , i respect her privacy but she keep on haiz and feeling upset , i also very heart pain.every morning i will sms her good morning , and night , wish her good night i dont mind , but rhen i also fear if i put too high hopes , i will just fall like wat happen last time..just dunno what to do , sometime i feel jealous ,but lets face it , which human being wont feel jealous when encounter this kind of situation..I want to give her time , but then i fear i might just lose the chance to confess..just dunno wat to do haiz , now is 3.42 pm , still waiting for her to be online , i told her if cannot sms , then no need reply my sms because her sms bill is exploding..ok i think i stop here le, if got time i write again..

__x[[ i'll *waitt* forr youu`x ]]x__

Alone for awhile , I ve been searching through the dark
For traces of the love you left , inside my lonely heart
To weave what I am picking up , the pieces that remains
Melodies of life , love lost refrain

Our path they did crossed , though I cannot say just why
We met we laugh ,we held on fast , and then we said goodbye
And who'd heard the echoes of stories never told?
Let them ring out loud till they unfold

In my dearest memories,
I see you reaching out to me
Though we'are gone , I still believe that you can call

Out my name....

A voice from the past , joining yours and mine
Adding up the layers of harmony.
And so it goes on and on
Melodies of life , to the sky beyond the flying birds
Forever and beyond....

So far and away, see the birds as it flies by
Gliding through the shadows of the clouds up in the sky
I've left my memories and dreams upon those wings
Leave them now and see what tomorrow brings.

In your dearest memories
Do you remember loving me?
Was it fate,
That brought us close and now leave , me behind?

Forever and if I should leave , this lonely world behind
Your voice will still remember our melodies
Now I know will carry on
Melodies of life , come circle round and grow deep in our hearts,
As long as we remember......

]]_about*me_[[
Namee-
*Justin*
AgE-
*17*
sCho0l-
*Undisclosed*
e mail-
*Justintoh2002@hotmail.com*
friendster-
*Justintoh2002@hotmail.com*

__XhobbiesX__-
*MMOG Online games , RPG reading.*
__xDislikesx__-
*Traitors*

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-[Darius]

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